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  • I’VE ALWAY LIKE THE TIME BEFORE DAWN, BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE THERE TO REMIND ME OF WHO I’M SUPPOSE TO BE, SO IT MAKES IT EASIER TO REMEMBER WHO I AM” BRIAN ANDREAS

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Angels On The Moon

Posted by cappie on February 6, 2010

Today, February 6th, should be a significant day for me but since I don’t celebrate death it’s one day I would like to forget. 

You never can prepare yourself for the death of a loved one.  The pain is still the same whether they die suddenly or suffer for months with an illness.  It’s been 17 years and I can still hear him whistling, as he did so much, when working around the house.  I still expect to cook him his favorite dinner on his birthday.  I still see him so fresh in my mind that sometimes it doesn’t even feel like he’s gone. I miss him just as much today as I did the day he died.  He was an inspiration to his family and to people around him. 

I was very close with my father, growing up.  You could say that I was the son he never had.  I was the one that followed him around with a tool belt, getting my hands dirty and digging in the dirt.  I was the one that ran out to the front of the house to greet him when I heard his truck coming down the street.    I watched TV with him, I played cards with him and I sat next to him in the gun room while he prepared for his next hunting trip. 

We shared clams on a half shell.  We shared pickled pigs feet.  We shared the same love for the mountain air.  Where ever he was, I was.  I’m the one who reflects his most amazing qualities.  I’m the one that follows in his footsteps. 

He was my father, a hero in my eyes. I looked up to him and could always count on him when I needed him most.

Some people would say he looked like Paul Newman, either way he was always a star in my eyes.

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Barbie Or Buffy?

Posted by cappie on February 4, 2010

Since, I came out of the closet a couple of years ago, about being the biggest Buffy fan on earth,  I’ve been searching for syndication.  Now, I’ve found it and I’m in complete heaven. 

I don’t know if it’s the power she has to lead or the power to kick ass whenever she wants.  And there’s the absolute seductive sex appeal of an undead with a soul.  Good lord, how exciting would that be to fuck?  And she gets to do it.

Everyone wants to be Barbie…I want to be Buffy.

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Are You Effing Kidding Me?

Posted by cappie on January 15, 2010

There are just no words to describe why someone in their right mind would want t0 be seen in this let alone drive it.

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